August 2, 2009

a rather peculiar need

I'm in need of compliments. Sincere ones. Of anything.

I need to have anyone telling me that I'm smart. Pretty. Nice. Anything. Just tell me that for once in my life I do things right, that my judgment is correct, n my decisions are somewhat satisfactory.

I always got this certain insecurity of not being good enough. Of being unable to compete with others. Of failing to fulfill the expectations given to me by others. Of not doing the right things. Of being average. Of not being precious enough to get noticed and complimented.

I wanted him, you, anyone.


A sincere, simple one would be enough.

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